This is a diary about me, about my life, and about the abuse that I suffered. I write not for pity or attention. I write to find my voice and shed light on issues that are too often kept locked away in darkness, deep in the minds of their victims. I have held my secrets for too long, so I share them with you now, both friends and strangers so I can ease some of the weight that i carry on these shoulders.
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Wednesday, April 10, 2013
Today I feel completely alone. I wish I had someone here. I miss my mom. I need someone here. I get no hugs, never any human contact. I need arms wrapping me up. Arms lovin me and keepin me safe. Why am I so alone when others have so much love surrounding them? Today is a day where im just tired of pretending to always be "okay" or "fine". I feel empty. I just need something. Something important is missing. What is that something?....family. I just need that something today. People can not survive without love. Yet I go on everyday. I just need it for one day. Then I will be "okay" for awhile. I'll be "fine" for a little longer.
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Sometimes when we don't family God brings people into our lives as our "real family" to love on us and be there for us. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Keep your head up it won't always be this bad!
ReplyDeletexoxoxo Here if you need me I am here! You can email me at 4hopeandhealing@gmail.com
Thanks lisa. :)
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